evaluation

Its been a few weeks since he told me we werent ever thing. it took me a hot week to calm down and another good bit to evaluate things. right now im just in mixed emotions. i do still love him , even tho he did me wrong. and we still talk and its hard for me to let go and just be friends. im able to carry on a conversation but at the same time its never gone be the same. im not losing all hope because i know he still loves me and cares for me. i just dont understnad why we cant be together. its always been on his terms and on his time. he needs to get real and stop wasting my time...or i need to let go of these feelings.. :-(. It just seems like its always a loss to me like ive f-ed up somewhere.*and i know i havnt* not being firm enough with my words. its al so frustrating. i believe its his loss not mine..i guess i should move on ...find all those things ive been longing for and missing...its funny though cuz i thought i had..

Yesterday

Yesterday

Yesterday was one of the worst days in my life.

The guy that i put all my heart and soul into told me that we werent together nor would we be together anytime soon.

kick me once.

then he said he was scared to be with me cuz he was too used to being single.

kick me twice.

then he said he loved me and cared about me.

rewind... nah hows that work.. someone please tell me.

then he said he doesnt remember us making it official. he "never gave me the title (of being his girl) even tho he called me his ALL THE TIME".

kick me thrice.

so ive been lied to or mislead how ever you read into it.

at this point im like damn.. losing sleep..thinking too much.

im pretty sure i have to cut things off cuz it wont be the same.

He's my best friend.. what to do next.

I dream of D & G

Shoes SHoes shoes!

you know i love shoes

There are D &G spring and summer 2009

My Fav Lady on the Runway

This lady is amazing! She officially my favorite model. Miss Chanel Iman (Robinson), looks good in everything they dress her in, faunts her stuff, and commands attention as she floats down the runway. Though she may have that innocent look she is as we call stunningly FIERCE.

Stats:

19 yrs old -- 5' 9" -- korean african american

agency: Beatric International models

model for some of my favorites :Vera wang, Diane von furstenberg, Dkny, D&G, oscar de la renta, marc jacobs, Dsquared

pain

fuk all niggas wit anger problems.. dont take it out on my baby take it out on yaself...

ugh....my heart hurts

The Realest B.

Jose on his real shyt/ im in this heavenly bliss
Like damn ill make you hit then miss/

miss my me like ur first grade crush/ nah slow down baby theres no rush/

Dont come at me like Kyle wit ur vicious anger/

Cuz ima be real ill bite like Danger/ Real in 703 real in 757/

Never two faced just livin with a smile on my face

Nicky B

Keepin it real in 09

Daily Thoughts #1

- Dont let anyone tell you cant do somthing or be somthing

- Dont let the rain spoil a good day.. go play in the puddles!

- The logical way isnt always the correct way.

-Dont get her hopes up if you KNOW what you want is going to be different

- Never kiss and tell

- Tell then kiss

- The little things are the most important

- Chocolate is comforting

- Snitching isnt bad if your saving a life and putting criminals behind bars.

-Music (w/o lyrics) can make you think

-Dont be scared to speak up

Mother's Day Love

Happy Mothers to too all the ladies in my family

I love you Mama!

Ghostly Rejection

um 1 way too much white

2 is that a tail on the back /side?

3 uuhhh hat no

4 pants no

5 wait. thats a jumpsuit?? failure

6 Nicky's Court : Ruling: I find the defendant Guilty of failure to check the mirror b3fore leaving the house...REJECTED...Court Dismissed!

it looks like sum1 said screw bell-bottoms lets make giant sails for your legs !!! Just let the wind carry you hunny! shame on desiger and same on her for wearing it hahhahah! ..wow

Come to me my love!!!

He's free!!!

For those of you who dont know my man is getting divorced !!! lol Tyrese Gibson .. my fantasy man is now free and YES im going to go snatch him up. He needs sum real chocolate and lord knows i need mine HAHA!!!.....you dont know how happy i am right now.. this is the best news ever.. even better than Obama winning. * sory Mr. Prez* i would quit school to marry him lmao.. no not for his money, but because he so damn fine!

Here's the article from Black Planet

Tyrese’s Ex-Wife Walks Away Empty-Handed

By Deborah Bennett, Assistant Editor April 24, 2009 1:16 pm

We recently told you about the divorce drama between Tyrese and his ex-wife Norma, well it looks like she’s leaving the marriage with what she came in with–NOTHING!!!!

Tyrese has to pay up.

TMZ.com reports that in 2008, Tyrese made about $77, 946 a month, which comes to an estimated $935,352 pay off for the year. Norma made close to nothing; according to court documents, her only assets are listed as jewelry and paintings.

The couple, who were only married for 10 months, are fighting over support. Tyrese pays Norma $6, 230 a month currently.

According to the 39-page prenuptial agreement she signed, Norma gets $50,000 for every year she was married to Tyrese, but she has no rights to his possession.

I don’t get it, why do these golddiggers think they’re entitled to a man’s money?

Tyrese Baby, she doesnt deserve any of your money. because well she aint work for it. maybe give her 50k so she'll shut up so we can be together !! lmao

Tell me i wouldnt look good next to him!

No Gaga NoOoOo!!!!

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What in the world was Miss Gaga thinking!?

i don't even know what the dress looks like.. it has no structure and does not promote or enhance her beauty.. i'm thinking alien marshmellow peep

Spring Flavors

Spring Flavors by:

Adidas

STussy

Levi's

Stussy Lesson 1

My Stussy outfit combo numba 1! O & add sum Adidas or Keds on the feet. I can't wait for spring...now if only had some money...

Half way there

Fall 2009 -Your Style Quiz

RESULT:
TOWN AND COUNTRY

You are sophisticated and sensible. You rarely jump on trend bandwagons, but tend to stick to the classics. The fall trend that best suits your personality isTown and Country. Seen on the runways of Dolce & Gabbana, Ralph Lauren and Carolina Herrera, this classic fall look has its roots in ’70s sportswear: think longer skirts, turtlenecks and saddle bags. “This style is also very much about those standard British heritage looks,” says FASHION’s fashion director, Susie Sheffman, “classic fall fabrics, like tartan, tweed and paisley—even corduroy.”

What to avoid: “The thing to avoid with this look is going head-to-toe,” Sheffman advises. “It can be too preppy and too covered up—very ‘unsexy.’” Try incorporating one or two tartan or tweed pieces into your wardrobe rather than adopting this look in full.

Key purchase: A tartan kilt.

D&G Spring 2008.
Photography by Peter Stigter.

sounds good to me.. although i dunno about the kilts tho HAHAH

i think ill stick with Polo prep look

Curvaliscious Beauties

Despite the criticism Miss Kardashian gets for being a sexy fashion diva, she might just become a positive role model for girls and young women. Not only does she clearly have her own sophisticated CHIC style but she knows how to pull it off. She flaunts her beauty by carrying herself well, having a positive attitude, and embracing ALL of her sexy features. From the plump of the lips to her defined calves she's sculpted as golden goddess. Not the typical stick -like figure that wraps the covers of most magazines and fills pages of photo shoots. Yes ! This chick has curves like every woman should. I feel bad for the ones that lack the curvaceous beauty. So ladies, please become acquainted with your curves, love them and use them to your advantage. And Guys... quit being scared of those curvaliscious beauties that line the streets!

The Myth buster

If you haven't heard..i'm addicted to chocolate. I always have my stash and if I don't then you'll know why I'm not being myself. Many people think chocolate is evil or bad for you but you know what... they just cant handle the luscious little miracle!

Time to deflate these myths about chocolate!!

-Eat it in moderation. Its ok to add some too your diet.

- Dark chocolate can decrease high blood pressure.

- chocolate doesn't cause cavities.. bad bacteria from all foods and drinks contribute to the forming of a cavity

- Chocolate helps to decrease stress

- makes you happy

- gives you energy

- increases good cholesterol

-protects the cardiovasular system

---Sincerely,

The Chocoholic

Simplicity - Going Green

I recently had to produce a commercial about "going green" for my technology communications class. It was my first time making a video and I had no idea what i was doing and had no subject until a few days before the project was due. So i decided to make a commercial about Green clothing and how changing wardrobe can cost efficient and helps the environment. After researching a few companies I realized there are lot of unique designers and companies who strictly make environmentally friendly clothing made from pure cotton and recycled items.

I've been inspired!

Day 1

Lets try this out.