time for me

Its time to do me.

i feel like i spend alot of time worrying about other people and trying to help them out. yes theyre my friends and i care deeply for them but i need to care about what goes on in my own life. and as for the fellas, im about to decrease my time spent worrying about my future man. i spending alot of time analyzing myself to see if maybe i need to fix some things about myself before letting another one into my life. but then i think and i think and theres nothing too fix but my overuse of sarcasm. it hasnt been a turnoff though so i think im good. also, seems like whenever i let someone in i get let down. of course each situation in the past has been different but i feel like they were all excuses due to 1 or 2 reasons. so heres my solution. lets wait for love. ha...true love will find its way.. so thats what it is. ima take one day at a time and let life find me