Golden Child

Monday, September 20, 2010

time for me

Its time to do me.

i feel like i spend alot of time worrying about other people and trying to help them out. yes theyre my friends and i care deeply for them but i need to care about what goes on in my own life. and as for the fellas, im about to decrease my time spent worrying about my future man. i spending alot of time analyzing myself to see if maybe i need to fix some things about myself before letting another one into my life. but then i think and i think and theres nothing too fix but my overuse of sarcasm. it hasnt been a turnoff though so i think im good. also, seems like whenever i let someone in i get let down. of course each situation in the past has been different but i feel like they were all excuses due to 1 or 2 reasons. so heres my solution. lets wait for love. ha...true love will find its way.. so thats what it is. ima take one day at a time and let life find me

Friday, September 3, 2010

The L word

A big pet-peeve of mine:

I forget people decide that theres a difference beween "I LOVE YOU" and" Im IN Love with you." When i say it theres no difference #justsayin

I wouldnt say either one if i didnt mean it. Whats the point of saying the first if you dont mean it the other way too?? I just feel like people throw words around like they dont mean anything. And when they do put it out there for real and the other person doesnt take it seriously or they dont understand, someone always gets hurts.

Dont say it if you dont mean it. #justsayin

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Old Shoes New Views

Today marks the beginning of a new time for me. A new time is a vague way for me to announce a new stage of life that I feel I have stepped into. This fresh look at life has been brought on by many things that have happened in the past two years or so.

Just thinking about the relationships I have with the people I hold as dear friends, family members and co workers makes me appreciate the life i have been given. I could rattle on and on about my rocky journey but I'm not looking for sympathy. My purpose is to share with those that are close to me my opinions, thoughts, and ideas. In previous times I have written endless notes in those old things called journals or diaries. But now, having grown up and learned from my mistakes and from others I seem to have less to complain about or worry about. I feel no need to go crazy on paper. Through reading other blogs recently made me want to express my feelings as well. I cant promise that everything will be deep and I cant promise that my sarcastic remarks wont turn you away. at the same time thats your loss.

the golden child

Monday, August 30, 2010

And the award goes to :: Emmys 2010

I found these pictures at http://awards.tv.yahoo.com/photos/140-2010-emmys-red-carpet-report-card

I dont know who gets to grade these but i have to agree with the As and Bs that made it to the top.